This is my way to say I’m scared

This is my way to ask for help

Words just don’t come

It’s been a long time I don’t feel

No love

No pain

No thing in my vains 

It’s holing my soul

Ain’t nothing to tell

My fears are the same

Starts again and again 

I can’t sleep while awake

All my thoughts I can’t understand

Thought I know how to be strong

Thought I knew how to be alone 

Than I found myself weak

It’s ok to feel like this

Find a way to give up

So I can start it again 

Than I found myself alone 

And the smile I used to have

Turned to something I don’t know

How to deal anymore 

Don’t want people around 

They are trapping me out

Inspiration won’t come

Till I find myself alone 

Than again I’m the hole 

Have to face it, but seem so slow

Have to open my eyes

And know the deep hole is mine

It’s so scared not to feel 

It’s so sad not to see

The right way to begin

Lord, have mercy on me

Pego o papel e a caneta. Muito tenho a dizer sobre como eu nada sinto. A dor é só vazio. O amor, vazio. As palavras são vento no espaço vazio.

A criatividade vem dos sentidos, que em mim estão adormecidos. E não culpo ninguém, essa cruz é minha e só

Sei que não estou só, pois a música sempre foi fiel à mim e andou ao meu lado. Nos desencontramos, por acaso, mas (Im)paciente à aguardo...